I know this problem is present, but it's no gift. It's like a nuisance, an allergy, clinging to my insides.
Hibernating, hiding. I wish it wasn't this way, but it's like friendship is winter, and I'm a grizzly who needs a long break, yearns for the bare comfort and nothingness of its cave.
Or maybe I'm a magnet, where positive and positive can never meet. When things get too good with another being, and the positives draw near - so close to closure - I retreat.
I thought I'd come home from the retreat, and things could be mended, I could be happy, build new bridges. The bridge; it is almost finished, with a bow wrapped around it, prepared for the ribbon-cutting ceremony. Instead, the bridge sits idle, already decaying, until one day when I have the courage to take a big pair of scissors and break the bond of the restrictive lazy ribbon and let the cars be free to roam, going wherever they may please. And I'll reign in the coming and going, the rise and decline, the ups and the downs - and stop shying away from the possibilities, expecting the bad parts, but savoring the good. One day.
Monday, November 22, 2010
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Unlikely Treasures
We took a field trip to a long deserted beach, where the tide had once lapped at the sand we stood on, but had since receded back a few hundred feet.
Littered in the sand were old gadgets and gizmos that people in the beach houses had once owned.
My eye caught onto a telephone from the 70’s. It was long antiquated and the paint peeled in banana yellow strips, but I knew the receiver had once listened in on whispered conversations, and the spin dial had once turned round and round to reach the voice of beloved friends. It held memories, so many old memories. Why would anyone want to throw that out?
Scattered on the deserted beach were more objects of the like, antique and rusting in time.
But to me, it wasn’t a junkyard, it was a trove of forgotten treasures.
written on November 14, 2010 for the daily word "junkyard" on oneword.com
Littered in the sand were old gadgets and gizmos that people in the beach houses had once owned.
My eye caught onto a telephone from the 70’s. It was long antiquated and the paint peeled in banana yellow strips, but I knew the receiver had once listened in on whispered conversations, and the spin dial had once turned round and round to reach the voice of beloved friends. It held memories, so many old memories. Why would anyone want to throw that out?
Scattered on the deserted beach were more objects of the like, antique and rusting in time.
But to me, it wasn’t a junkyard, it was a trove of forgotten treasures.
written on November 14, 2010 for the daily word "junkyard" on oneword.com
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Let Her Eat Cake
Her brother called her fat all the time, even though she was thin as a pencil core and light as a lark's feather.
Watching her eat annoyed him to no end.
Always being penultimate, he'd found a way to criticize her.
But she ate because she had a deep passion for the art of cuisine,
and because the delicacies were just so exquisitely delicious.
Going for the golden fluffy cookies, she couldn’t resist herself from a second helping.
Taking a bite into the floury goodness, she blissfully relished the delicate layers of vanilla dissolving on her tongue and the growing scowl on her brother’s face.
written on November 10, 2010 for the daily word "helping" on oneword.com
Watching her eat annoyed him to no end.
Always being penultimate, he'd found a way to criticize her.
But she ate because she had a deep passion for the art of cuisine,
and because the delicacies were just so exquisitely delicious.
Going for the golden fluffy cookies, she couldn’t resist herself from a second helping.
Taking a bite into the floury goodness, she blissfully relished the delicate layers of vanilla dissolving on her tongue and the growing scowl on her brother’s face.
written on November 10, 2010 for the daily word "helping" on oneword.com
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Impending Storm
Her golden hair blew furiously in the wind,
the waves crashed violently against the tall charcoal rocks,
her crested cheeks turned crimson from the chill,
and warmed up viciously as she remembered what he’d said one year and three months ago.
Rage was not something she usually let out,
but she’d held the burden for too long.
The dark voluminous storm clouds swiftly approached,
they couldn’t have framed her mood more perfectly.
The water started to freefall from the spacious sky,
dropping harder faster and larger with every second,
setting the stage for a raging hurricane.
the waves crashed violently against the tall charcoal rocks,
her crested cheeks turned crimson from the chill,
and warmed up viciously as she remembered what he’d said one year and three months ago.
Rage was not something she usually let out,
but she’d held the burden for too long.
The dark voluminous storm clouds swiftly approached,
they couldn’t have framed her mood more perfectly.
The water started to freefall from the spacious sky,
dropping harder faster and larger with every second,
setting the stage for a raging hurricane.
written on November 1, 2010 using the daily word "stage" on www.oneword.com
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Whimsical Wednesday
The golden ball hung in the sky, it sent rays downwards, shining shining.
The cerulean blue was calm, it shimmered shimmered.
And the wind whistled softly but steadily, blowing blowing.
It caught onto the vibrant colors of the mast, apple red, balloon blue, and bright yellow.
Disappearing into the distance, carrying happiness to another place.
Sail sail away.
written on October 29, 2010 for the daily word "sail" on oneword.com
The cerulean blue was calm, it shimmered shimmered.
And the wind whistled softly but steadily, blowing blowing.
It caught onto the vibrant colors of the mast, apple red, balloon blue, and bright yellow.
Disappearing into the distance, carrying happiness to another place.
Sail sail away.
written on October 29, 2010 for the daily word "sail" on oneword.com
Mixed Melody
The sharpness of the siren pierced the air. She cringed and curled up in a corner.
Then came the giver of comfort. “Don’t worry child, listen closely, for it is a song.”
Written on October 27, 2010 for the daily word "siren" on oneword.com
Then came the giver of comfort. “Don’t worry child, listen closely, for it is a song.”
Written on October 27, 2010 for the daily word "siren" on oneword.com
Monday, November 1, 2010
Falling
Falling is inevitable. It's only a matter of time, before things decay and disappear.
Empires fall apart, wars will start, human lives end, you lose a friend, spirits are crushed, good fruit is smushed, relationships are torn, animosity is born, possessions are broken, hearts are stolen.
Perfection does not exist, when time holds the power to resist. It's a key we can never hold, an element out of our reach.
Even leaves on a tree know one day they will twist off the branches, disconnect from their mothers and float, flit, and twirl slowly to the ground, but they are prepared for the time to come. That's why leaves change colors in the Autumn - they know they're going to fall, so might as well do it with some grace and beauty.
Someday the fall will happen. Humans, objects, history will all be taken into its destructive grasp. But if we can predict the future and know that one day it will happen, we must embrace it. Accept the challenge and fall with style, elegance, and perhaps with a smile.
Empires fall apart, wars will start, human lives end, you lose a friend, spirits are crushed, good fruit is smushed, relationships are torn, animosity is born, possessions are broken, hearts are stolen.
Perfection does not exist, when time holds the power to resist. It's a key we can never hold, an element out of our reach.
Even leaves on a tree know one day they will twist off the branches, disconnect from their mothers and float, flit, and twirl slowly to the ground, but they are prepared for the time to come. That's why leaves change colors in the Autumn - they know they're going to fall, so might as well do it with some grace and beauty.
Someday the fall will happen. Humans, objects, history will all be taken into its destructive grasp. But if we can predict the future and know that one day it will happen, we must embrace it. Accept the challenge and fall with style, elegance, and perhaps with a smile.
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